Vintage Chic

December 16

chocolatechic — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 15:18:14 +0000

It has surprised me somewhat how much this has become kind of like a diary to me. I write some of my inner most thoughts in here, but there are others that I keep hidden and locked away from the world. Locked away from those who would use it to their advantage and very much against me. But I am kind of beyond that at sometimes. There are times when I just don’t give a crap what people think when I tell them exactly what is going on in my head or how I truly feel about them, and thus being very selfish. In the words of Miss Elizabeth Bennet, “Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish creature, and for the sake of giving relief to my own feelings care not how much I may be wounding yours.” Then there are many a times that I just don’t say what I think, due to the fact that it could hurt someone I care deeply about. Sometime I get my feelings so confused and mixed up, and I just don’t know. What I do know, is that I am so hurt by the lies and rumors that I keep hearing. I am sick of J lying about me, especially behind my back, and then I hearing about it from my true friends. Apparently J told my friend Eric that I was just using him for sex, and that I never cared about him, and that I was the one who broke up with him. And right after Eric told me that, guess who gets on the bus? J. J and all his selfishness. Lets just say that I was about to cry. I felt a little better when we were playing in the gym, and the football was tossed to J, and it landed by my feet. J was standing close to me, (and I know this was wrong, but it felt great) so I shoved/threw the ball very hard into his chest and just glared at him. He knows that I know. Then I went downstairs to get my sweatshirt, cause I was cold. When I came back up, instead of going through the tiresome process of climbing over top of people to get back to my seat, I walked in front of every one to get around to my seat. In doing that, I tripped over the cord, and pulled pastor Jason’s laptop off the coffee table…….in front of everyone. Then when the lesson was over, I was leaving, and tripped over the same cord a second time. I wanted to cry so bad, but I didn’t and was so proud of myself that I didn’t. I think that I am no longer hurting over him dumping me, I am hurting over the fact that he is still lying about me. I am not angry or mad at him. I found it really rather easy to forgive him. It has never been hard for me to forgive. When ever I get mad at someone, I only stay mad for like five minutes, then I get mad at myself for being mad at them. Kinda silly i know, but that’s me I guess. Dancing and going to therapy has helped so much. Although, I am very tired, and I have absolutely no idea how I am ever going to be able to teach tomorrow with this stupid injury of mine. I re-pulled my Achilles tendon and its killing me. I can now look at J without dying on the inside………kind of. It still hurts, but its not as bad. Seth, Zoey, and Taylor have helped there. I enjoy spending time with them and their family. They make me laugh till I almost pee myself. hahahahha Well,, I am off to find something warm to drink,, and perhaps a wee snacky.

Love always,

Kirsten <3

December 7

chocolatechic — Tue, 07 Dec 2010 22:52:44 +0000

Happy Pearl Harbor Day. To all those who fought, served, serves, and died, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your service to this country. Sometimes I wonder what goes on in the minds of certain people. Certain people who you just want to yell at and say “You wart hog faced buffoon!!!!!” Those certain people who are sick masochistic sadistic insane crazy narcissistic get inside your head and mess you up kind of people. What are they thinking when they pretend to be someone they aren’t just so they can use you and mess with your mind? If you ever find out, make sure I’m the first one you tell. lol <3

December 3

chocolatechic — Fri, 03 Dec 2010 18:43:51 +0000

I went shopping today with mom. Well, first we went and had breakfast (McDonald’s), then we went to Aldis and Then to Walmart. They were playing old fashioned Christmas music in Walmart, and I confess, that it was all I could do not to cry. Some things like certain music or certain songs, is hard for me to listen to. It could be walking down a certain street, or going to a certain place, and I start to tear up. It still hurts…..its only been a few days, and I still feel like crying. Silly me…..but I will be stronger, and when I am, then when i see, or go, or listen to certain things, then it wont hurt as bad. I guess with each person its different. Each person heals differently, and some will take longer than others. Well, I am off to have a snack and watch some Robin Hood. lol Then I am off to teach ballet, and then home to have dinner with mom. But before I go to dance, I am going to Elaine’s house to talk with her for some time. I will try to make a post tomorrow, but it depends on how I am feeling after dad takes me to get my stuff.

December 2, 2010

chocolatechic — Thu, 02 Dec 2010 16:25:04 +0000

It has been a while since November 2009, and so much has happened since then. In January, my brother got a most wonderful girlfriend, and on Mothers Day, they got engaged. On June 24, they got married, and they lived with us for some time. Its strange how changes in your life can make you feel different, and make you feel older than what you are. If i didn’t know my age, i would say that i am in my 40s, I hate to just think about how old I’m going to feel when I actually get into my 40s lol but the point is, is that certain things in life can age a person. Heck! I ‘m shocked that I don’t have gray hair lol. That too has changed about me. I have pink highlights in my hair, and the bottom layer of my hair is a nice shade of blond. I plan on letting it all fade out, then going back to just highlighting my hair with blond and red. I turned 18 in September and had a lovely party with friends and a large food fight. I lost a friendship that I valued, and I haven’t spoken to her since then. The day that I went to the fair, was a wonderful day for me, and it started a pattern in my life that I will never forget. I had met someone that I love at the library. I will call him J. J and I had a wonderful relationship, and we got through the tough time together. I ended up making some bad decisions, and I disappointed my family and friends. My family has stuck by me no matter what. And my true friends have stuck by me as well. Then three weeks ago, J lost it, and he refused to talk to me, and our relationship had gone downhill from there. Now it is none existent. I still go to his house to spend time with his grandma. She is a dear sweet wonderful lady, and I love her dearly. I moved out in October by the way, and lived with my grandparents for a few weeks, and then moved in with a friend of mine not long ago. I am now living with my parents. hahahaha I know a lot of places in like three months, but I don’t really mind it. I have been hanging out with my best friend Seth Alimo almost every day. I also enjoy hanging out with his sisters Zoe and Taylor. They are good and wonderful friends to me, and I don’t know what I would do if I ever lost their friendship. I have lost the friendship of some who I will not mention, but it hurts deeply. But I am strong, and today, I have a session with my therapist. She is awesome, and I can’t wait to meet with her. Well, I have to go for now, as it is almost time for me to leave. I have to go get clothes from my old place, and then I plan on going up to J’s house to talk with his grandma. Then I think, but I’m not sure, but I think that I am helping my parents decorate my dads moms house for Christmas. lol

Hey y’all!!!!!!!!!

chocolatechic — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:08:55 +0000

Hey y’all!!!! Whats up? Sorry its been so long since I’ve posted last. I really need to get on the ball more. I’ll post something else soon. Have a peachy day y’all!!!!!

Love,

kbvintagechic

chocolatechic — Fri, 03 Jul 2009 20:10:05 +0000

Well, tomorrow is Independance Day, and I saw on the news that Lady Liberties crown is opening up for the first time since 9/11.

So for those who died to protect us in the past, present, and future, I salute you all. Thank you for serving your country. God Bless America.

Thank you for making it possible for my friends and Ii to hang out.

What I have done…

chocolatechic — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 18:18:46 +0000

I bet that you all have been wondering what I have been doing since my last post. I suppose I could tell you, but its really rather boring. I had a friend over the other day, and we had such a blast!!!!! We stayed up all night☺

This is what we looked like the day after☻Tehetehetehehehehe I got a new haircut as well( we went to walmart like this. We had dress-up clothes on as well)

Right after I got it cut, I went to see dad, and he didn’t even recognize me. The look on his face was hilarious.

I had my left arm in a sling for a couple of months,

Got a gorgeous Easter dress, fell in love with Captain Wentworth from of Jane Austen’s Persuasion,

And got the dress of my dream’s

A very 1950′s vintage dress!!!! I was so stink’in excited to get the dress that I didn’t even bother to wash it, and I wore it to church the next day!!! I was so excited the other day when my mom found an old fried of my brother and I’s on FB, or more commonly known as Face Book.

This is the friend that I stayed up all night with. Now Char and I are having a war of who can give each other the most gifts. Yesterday, we were joking that when we are 80, we’re going to be going up each others walkways (useing our walkers and canes) to give each other a gift☺ I’m winning so far, but she say’s that that won’t last for long. Well it has felt lovely typing this, but I’m off to chars house to paint and play house with her niece and younger brother. I hope that y’all have a wonderfullishous week!!!!

Love to all,

kbvintagechic

DWTS

chocolatechic — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 19:00:35 +0000

I LOVE to watch Dancing With The Stars. I have tried(and failed) to imagine what it would be like to be on the show dancing, to see what its like to dance like that. These are a few of my favorite couples on the show.

I LOVE to watch Cheryl and Giles. I love watching Europeans dance!!!!!
I really enjoyed the Superman dance that they did. It was fantastic.

Mom likes to watch Ty Murray “Just ’cause he’s cute.” I on the other hand, like his dancing.

I like to watch ‘Lil’ Kim, because she dances so well, and I like hip-hop, so I guess it all kind of meshes together☺

I think that Shawn Johnson is one of my favorites, #1 she’s close to my age, #2 I love watching her do gymnastics, and #3 she dances VERY well.

I forgot to mention that I like Melissa and Tony as well.

Have a peachy day y’all!!!!!

Michelle Obama’s Fashion

chocolatechic — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:29:00 +0000

I generally don’t talk about politics, or political things, except when I dream about ding the tango with the president. There are some of the First Lady’s clothes that I like, but most of her clothes that I definately do not like.

These three outfits, I think are absolutely adorable. And I think that she looks beautiful in them.

In this dress, she looks like a black widow.

In this one, she looks like a bird. Not to mention that I don’t like the style.

I would probably like this better if it was a different color. And I don’t like the neck piece either.

I like this dress, but she doesn’t know how to match her jewelry with her gowns properly. Other than that, and her rather disapproving frown, I think that the First Lady is very pretty. Although, I think that she would be prettier if she were a republican☺

chocolatechic — Sun, 29 Mar 2009 19:33:35 +0000

Enjoy bw